oh, just feeling a little bit lonely, just feeling a bit on my own (oh, deja vu)

i am so cold, i feel so cold. i just need some comfort. i just want to know someone is there; here.
i just need to be hugged, held, helped, felt. i need to feel. feel some other presence besides my own.

(just a bit of deja vu)

it’s happening again. i feel so stuck in this blasted solitude. and i’m not sure i will ever be warmed again.

losing faith.

(just feel a little deja vu)

all l’m looking for is warmth and light, but i’m looking in all the wrong places. i know where to look but i am just... hesitant.

hesitant to look into what i am not sure is there.. i mean i know it is there, i’ve felt it for pete’s sake but.. i just, don’t believe that what i want is in that place. so i try to find it in places that are visible, physical, easy to believe. but oh, how wrong i am for putting my faith there. i try to get myself to think that what i want is in these places where it is truly so absent…or just impossible to be.

(feeling a little deja vu, deja vu)

to clear things up, i want what i want in the places i want (where what i want is not wanted), not in places i don’t know if i can want because what i want might not be where i want or what i want, for that matter. i am hesitant to get rid of the lies and start seeing some truth.

and

i need you so much closer.

(transatlanticism, death cab for cutie)