regenerated genesis

as you (hopefully) can see, i am starting a new blog. who knows if this is a mere side project, or a whole new beginning in my world of blogging? whatever it is, its a twist in the online adventurings.. right?

as many of you have probably seen, my other blog has become increasingly more.. uhm.. freaky? its been depressing and confusing, and some of you can no longer read it for those reasons alone. some of you never did, cause you believe that anything i create must be annoying, so you didn't even venture a peek. so wait why would you be reading this one? ok, you won't be.. so these last sentences are.. pointless. oh, well.

ANYways, i want to bring you back! so.. i've decided to make this blog, and i've decided to make it more like.. who i was.. you remember? just not as.. dying, self-pitying, and all.. floppy. more alive, vibrant, and confident. 'member me? well, i'm tired of who i'm becoming if i stay on this road, its depressing and can only end in.. uhm.. destruction (?) and that, in general is bad. i want to be constructive, creative, and (i can tell this is getting really inspiring! don't you feel it?!) clean! ok thats enough! this is getting too cheesy. ugh..

ok, back to the point. so i just wanta be pro-_________, yknow? not so negative.. cuz its really not getting anywhere. yeah.. well it'll make more sense as the blog grows, this is just an intro.. right? so we're all good, yeah? yeah..